[Verse 1]
Clock ticking on the wall
Wall feels like it's moving
Moving closer to the dawn
Dawn is what I’m losing
[Pre-Chorus]
Heart beats way too fast
Fast enough to hear it
Hear it through the mattress
Mattress feels like water
[Chorus]
I can’t shut it down
Shut it down
(Down, down)
I can’t shut it down
Shut it down
(Down, down)
[Drop]
(Shut)
(Shut)
(Shut it down)
(Down, down)
[Verse 2]
Eyelids heavy like lead
Lead inside my veins now
Light is on the ceiling
Ceiling starts to breathe out
[Pre-Chorus]
Heart beats way too fast
Fast enough to hear it
Hear it through the mattress
Mattress feels like water
[Chorus]
I can’t shut it down
Shut it down
(Down, down)
I can’t shut it down
Shut it down
(Down, down)
[Outro]
Sunrise at the window
Window closing on me
Closing on me
(Closing on me)
Shut it down
Constellation
Lyrics
[Intro]
Look up
Look up
(Up and up)
Look up
Look up
[Verse]
Big sky
New place
Touch the light
High space
Who said?
Who knows?
Where the spark goes
[Build]
Tell me now
Tell me how
(Tell me now)
Show me now
(Show me how)
Go
[Chorus]
Who names the stars
(Who names them)
Who names the stars
(You and me)
Who names the stars
(Who names them)
High above
High above
(High above)
[Verse]
Wide park
Blue dark
One dot
Two dots
Who decided?
Who is hiding?
New world
New girl
[Build]
Tell me now
Tell me how
(Tell me now)
Show me now
(Show me how)
Higher
[Chorus]
Who names the stars
(Who names them)
Who names the stars
(You and me)
Who names the stars
(Who names them)
High above
High above
[Breakdown]
Wait for it
Wait for it
(Look up)
Make a mark
(Make a mark)
Bright points
Small points
(Small points)
[Climax]
Who names the stars
Who names the stars
(High)
(Higher)
Reach out
Reach out
Who names the stars
(Who names them)
[Outro]
Who said?
Who knows?
(Up and up)
Look up
Look up
(One more)
Look up
Reset
Lyrics
[Intro]
(New version)
(New version)
[Verse 1]
Opened my eyes and the air feels expensive
Woke up on the right side of the mattress
Everything I was carrying just evaporated
I checked the window and the sky looks upgraded
The girl from last night doesn't live here anymore
Left her heavy heart on the hardwood floor
I’m breathing in a brand new frequency
Honestly it’s kind of a mystery
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m light as a feather
I’m better than ever
Yeah it’s all clicking into place
(Clicking into place)
[Chorus]
I think I’m a different version of me today
Shed that old skin like it was just in the way
High speed energy running through my veins
Nothing feels the same
(Nothing feels the same)
I’m a different version of me today
(New version)
[Verse 2]
I used to let the little things get to my head
But I left all that baggage under the bed
No more overthinking the things I said
I’m seeing everything in high def instead
It’s like I skipped the update and went straight to the top
This kind of momentum is never gonna stop
I don’t even remember being that sad
This is the best luck I’ve ever had
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m light as a feather
I’m better than ever
Yeah it’s all clicking into place
(Clicking into place)
[Chorus]
I think I’m a different version of me today
Shed that old skin like it was just in the way
High speed energy running through my veins
Nothing feels the same
(Nothing feels the same)
I’m a different version of me today
(New version)
[Bridge]
Whatever I was
I’m not that anymore
Whatever I lost
I’m not keeping score
(I’m not keeping score)
Whatever I was
I’m not that anymore
(Brand new)
[Chorus]
I think I’m a different version of me today
Shed that old skin like it was just in the way
High speed energy running through my veins
Nothing feels the same
(Nothing feels the same)
I’m a different version of me today
[Outro]
(New version)
Yeah I’m different now
(New version)
It’s a perfect day
(New version)
I’m not going back
(New version)
Tide Maker
Lyrics
[Verse]
Left foot on the wood
Right foot on the rug
I watch the surface shake
The glass is cold and thin
The green weed leans left
The green weed leans right
I am the only thing
Keeping the air inside
[Chorus]
I am the tide
I am the current now
If I stop walking
The world goes flat
Keep the water moving
Keep the water moving
(Don't let it stop)
(Don't let it stop)
It all depends on me
[Verse]
My heels are turning red
My ankles feel like lead
I haven't slept in days
I haven't left this spot
The dishes in the sink
The pile of dirty clothes
They don't matter anymore
Not while the water flows
[Chorus]
I am the tide
I am the current now
If I stop walking
The world goes flat
Keep the water moving
Keep the water moving
(Don't let it stop)
(Don't let it stop)
It all depends on me
[Bridge]
Step
Step
Faster
Step
The fish are watching me
The salt is on my skin
I can't look away
I can't let them down
One more lap
One more lap
(One more lap)
(One more lap)
[Chorus]
I am the tide
I am the current now
If I stop walking
The world goes flat
Keep the water moving
Keep the water moving
(Don't let it stop)
(Don't let it stop)
It all depends on me
[Outro]
Keep it moving
(Keep it moving)
Keep it moving
(Keep it moving)
Left foot
Right foot
The ocean is in my house
The ocean is in my house
Keep it moving
(Don't let it stop)
Deep Abyss
Lyrics
[Intro]
[Texture A]
Heavy salt on the tongue
Ancient patterns in the silt
You speak of forever
(Forever)
The canyon walls are listening
I am nodding in the wind
[Texture B]
Tidal movements in your eyes
I have no chart for this water
Deep pressure
(Uncharted)
I am a hollow reed
Caught in the current
Waiting for the signal to break
[Texture C]
The advice is a dry leaf
Falling into the blue
I do not know the depth
(The depth)
Vast
Silent
Empty
The map is a white sheet
[Outro]
(Vast)
(Empty)
(Silent)
(I do not know)
Zero Point
Lyrics
[Intro]
Zero
Again
(Zero again)
Nothing left
(Nothing left)
[Build-up]
Spin it
Spin it
Pull it down
Spin it
Spin it
Pull it down
Spin it
Spin it
Spin it
Spin it
[Drop]
Why only me
(Why)
The void is cold
Push the button
Zero
(Zero)
Black out
[Breakdown]
I am tired of trying
The weight is heavy
Just a hollow shell
(Why)
(Why me)
No more breath
Just the cycle
[Build-up]
Spin it
Spin it
Pull it down
Spin it
Spin it
Pull it down
Spin it
Spin it
Spin it
Spin it
[Drop]
Why only me
(Why)
The void is cold
Push the button
Zero
(Zero)
Black out
[Outro]
Zero
(Zero)
Falling fast
(Why only me)
Done
Zero
Heavy Weight
Lyrics
[Intro]
[Verse 1]
Late August light on the porch
You looked at me and said
That I move too slow
Like I am waiting for nothing
(nothing at all)
I thought you were joking
[Chorus]
Now the sound of it pulls
It pulls and it sinks
A heavy weight in the grey
Every time I turn around
(turn around)
It stays
It stays
[Verse 2]
The seasons keep changing clothes
But I am stuck in that heat
Watching the water drift
Wondering if you were right
(were you right)
Did I wait too long?
[Chorus]
Now the sound of it pulls
It pulls and it sinks
A heavy weight in the grey
Every time I turn around
(turn around)
It stays
It stays
[Outro]
Just a word
(just a word)
Hollow and heavy
Sinking down
(sinking down)
Sinking down
It stays
(it stays)
Victory Anthem
Lyrics
[Intro] (Oh) (Oh) Watch me Watch me now
[Verse 1] Frozen glass against my skin Air is biting like a blade I’m staring down the enemy Waiting for the sky to break The sugar calls a warpath Vanilla or the velvet cake? Heart is thumping in my throat One mistake is all it takes
[Pre-Chorus] Pressure rising in my chest I can’t breathe, I can’t rest I’m a tiger on the hunt Taking everything I want (Everything I want)
[Chorus] I’m doing it Yeah, I’m doing it Breaking through the wall of ice I don’t care about the price M-m-mega flavor, total blast Make this heavy moment last I’m doing it I’m doing it now (Taking it now)
[Verse 2] Plastic spoon is like a sword Rainbow sprinkles in the light I’m the queen of this domain Winning every single fight Chemical attraction peaks Dripping down my fingertips Victory is ice and cold Touching on my lucky lips
[Pre-Chorus] Pressure rising in my chest I can’t breathe, I can’t rest I’m a tiger on the hunt Taking everything I want (Everything I want)
[Chorus] I’m doing it Yeah, I’m doing it Breaking through the wall of ice I don’t care about the price M-m-mega flavor, total blast Make this heavy moment last I’m doing it I’m doing it now
[Bridge] Brain freeze hitting like a bolt Total system high-volt I am the master of the choice Hear the power in my voice (I’m doing it) (I’m doing it) Screw it, I’m doing it!
[Chorus] I’m doing it Yeah, I’m doing it Breaking through the wall of ice I don’t care about the price M-m-mega flavor, total blast Make this heavy moment last I’m doing it I’m doing it now
[Outro] Triple scoop No regrets Just the win (Oh-oh) Yeah, I’m doing it (Watch me) It’s mine (Oh)
Back Inside
Lyrics
[Intro]
(Haaa)
[Verse]
My knuckles are white
The wind was a blade
Cut deep into my neck
I drop the keys
They hit the floor like lead
Everything is still
The air is thick and dry
The heater starts to rattle
(Rattle)
[Chorus]
I am back inside
I am back inside
(Phew)
I can feel my skin again
[Verse]
The heavy wool drops
A pile of salt and wet
I watch the window
The street is just a ghost
Behind the steam
I put the kettle on
The blue flame is small
My hands stop shaking
(Stop shaking)
[Chorus]
I am back inside
I am back inside
(Phew)
I can feel my skin again
[Outro]
The ice is turning to water
The water is turning to air
(Stay here)
(Don't go out)
(Stay here)
Just quiet
Just quiet
(Stay)
Still Drift
Lyrics
[Intro]
(Ah)
(Ah)
[Phrase A]
Clean salt air
Holding the breath
Weightless now
Open space
[Build]
(Falling away)
The pulse comes
(Falling away)
Moving through me
(Falling away)
Wave after wave
[Chorus]
So quiet here
No more noise
Just the wind
In the chest
(Moving through)
[Phrase B]
Tide is high
I am salt
I am water
(I am water)
Just the drift
Coming home
[Outro]
(Still)
(Quiet)
Gone
(Gone)
(Ah)
Weight of Time
Lyrics
[Intro]
[Verse 1]
The lamp is dark
Orange lines on the floor
It comes from the street
Through the thin blue cloth
[Chorus]
I am heavy now
Sinking into the white
The day is far away
(Weightless)
(Falling)
I am heavy now
[Verse 2]
My breath is slow
The pillow is cold
I hear the air
Nothing is left to do
[Chorus]
I am heavy now
Sinking into the white
The day is far away
(Weightless)
(Falling)
I am heavy now
[Outro]
The street is quiet
I am heavy now
(Falling)
(Weightless)
Close my eyes
The day is gone
(Heavy now)
Gone
(Heavy)
Gone
Empty Carton
Lyrics
[Intro]
(Ooh)
(I did not mean to)
(So cold)
[Verse 1]
The house is finally still
I walk across the floor with heavy feet
The kitchen door opens wide
And the white light finds me standing here
I am reaching for the silver handle
Looking for a comfort I do not deserve
My heart starts to race
Because I know what I am about to do
[Chorus]
Oh I have taken the sweetness away
I have stolen what was meant for everyone
It melts upon my tongue like a heavy lie
And the chill is deep inside my soul
I am down on my knees in the kitchen
Praying you will find it in your heart
To forgive this selfish thing I have done
(Forgive me)
(I was weak tonight)
[Verse 2]
I see the marks of the spoon
The empty space where the joy used to be
I thought it would make me feel whole
But I only feel the winter in my chest
You were saving this for a special day
Now there is nothing left but a cardboard shell
I cannot look you in the eye tomorrow
When the morning sun reveals my crime
[Chorus]
Oh I have taken the sweetness away
I have stolen what was meant for everyone
It melts upon my tongue like a heavy lie
And the chill is deep inside my soul
I am down on my knees in the kitchen
Praying you will find it in your heart
To forgive this selfish thing I have done
(So selfish)
(The sweetness is gone)
[Bridge]
(Spoken)
I know I promised I would wait. I know we talked about having that sundae bar with the kids on Sunday afternoon. But I was restless. The house was so quiet, and that carton... it was calling my name. I didn't mean to eat the whole thing. I just started, and I couldn't stop. Please, don't look at me like that. I will go to the store as soon as the doors open. I will make it right. I promise. I will be a better person for you.
[Chorus]
Oh I have taken the sweetness away
(I took it all)
I have stolen what was meant for everyone
(It was for us)
It melts upon my tongue like a heavy lie
And the chill is deep inside my soul
I am down on my knees in the kitchen
(Begging you)
Praying you will find it in your heart
To forgive this selfish thing I have done
[Outro]
It was so cold
(So cold)
I am so sorry
(I am so sorry)
The carton is empty now
(Nothing left)
Just the light and my shame
(In the light)
(Oh)
(Forgive me)
Chapter Thirteen
Lyrics
[Intro]
(Oooooh)
(Oooooh)
[Verse]
I am sitting on the floor with my legs crossed
My voice sounds like I have been eating gravel
That was twelve songs of trying way too hard
And this is the one where I finally breathe
There is a dark stain on my left sleeve
From the sandwich I bought at the gas station
The red light on the box finally went out
I am just looking at the dust in the air
[Chorus]
This is thirteen
The one where I stop talking for a while
I am tired but I am proud of the mess
We made something that didn't exist before
And now I am going to put it away
[Verse]
You stayed for every single minute of it
Through the screaming and the awkward quiet parts
I told you about my mother in the fifth one
And I lied about being okay in the fourth
The tape is hissing like a radiator in winter
My throat feels like a bruised peach
But it was worth the three weeks of rain
And the way my hands wouldn't stop shaking
[Chorus]
This is thirteen
The one where I stop talking for a while
I am tired but I am proud of the mess
We made something that didn't exist before
And now I am going to put it away
[Bridge]
I don't know how to be a person without a melody
My head is heavy like a bag of wet laundry
I want to walk to the park and sit on a bench
And not think about the way my heart beats
(Not think about it)
(Not think about it)
I am closing the loop now
The circle is finished
[Outro]
I am so tired
(So tired)
But I did it for us
(Did it for us)
That is all I have left to say
(All I have)
Goodnight
(Goodnight)
Goodnight
(Goodnight)
I am turning off the light now
(Off the light)
(Goodnight)
